Monday, July 16, 2012

#3 On Ghosts


Would I believe someone if he told me he saw a ghost? Probably not, but I would believe there is a reason why he thought he saw one.  Sometimes a certain song or a certain fragrance would evoke such strong feelings within us that we feel that special kind of nostalgia. Such strong feelings that we feel the presence of the people who are not there; our departed love ones, long time friends, and our friends and family who are away. We’d feel a slight tingling in our back, your mind would race with thoughts about that special someone, and you’d never know if it was real or not. Such events are truly fantastic.
Ghosts, spirits, and apparitions have been part of our history and religion. Stories that date back since the beginning of the human era. It is as if we were born with a sense that something is out there somewhere. An afterlife where their ancestors would rest after they have completed their task in our world. Some may be sceptical and say that no such place exist, but for believers it is a comforting thought that after this life, there is a life waiting that would be full of happiness.
In the story “That Sweet Unforgettable Day” the ghost of her mother not so long past, plays a central theme in the story. The description of the flower, “white flowers that looked like magnolias but were smaller”, seems to describe that of Magnolia coco – “a small house plant that usually blooms for only a day but emit an absolutely fantastic fragrance in the early morning”. This scent reminded her of her dead mother. But what was amazing was according to the account of the narrator, was that only room affected by the scent was the living room.
We would never know if the narrator’s story was true, but I’d give her the benefit of the doubt. Sometimes there are things in our heart that should be kept alive. There is nothing wrong in believing.    

#2 HELLO

My name is Chris Joseph Sagario, born on the 31st of January 1995. I am from Iligan and a graduate of MSU-IIT IDS.
 I enjoy reading books. I’ve read countless books and mangas. Right now I’m rereading G.R.R. Martin’s “A Dance with Dragons”, the fifth book of his fantasy series “A Song of Fire and Ice”. I also enjoy watching movies and animes. Although I only watch movies with complex story line and deep characters not those mainstream movies with regurgitated plots. I am not into sports since I’m always glued to my computer and I have no time to go outside. I am more into mental challenges and brain teasers. I like playing chess and I use it to relive my boredom.        
If I was to describe my lifestyle it would be close a definition to being stoic. I am always in control of my emotions that sometimes I forget that I have one. I can safely say that I have forgotten how to hate people. I used to hate people who hated people for reasons god knows what, e.g., people who hate muslims, but then if I did I would be that person who hates. So now l just let people do what they do because they just do and I have no reason to hate since it’s their life and I should not interfere with what they think is right.  
I am also an agnostic atheist. I never bought the there is a god somewhere up there since I really do not understand that concept. I studied in a catholic school in elementary and I found their reasons quiet insufficient to answer the questions in my head. Yes I have read the bible but I find it no different than the other books I have read. I find it queer that people should be asking me why I don’t believe in a god but we are born without knowledge that there is one and suddenly by mere suggestion of others there is. There are a lot of reasons why I do not believe and I cannot put it into words.
I am socially inept. I sometimes miss sarcasm and witty jokes. It is not because I do not comprehend but I am apathetic towards certain persons. I am easily bored with gossips and the ordinary. But I am curious about people’s emotions.
Right know I do know what I am doing. I am only acting on what fate has given me. I do not where I’m going or what I am suppose to do. What I am now does not necessarily mean what I will be tomorrow. Times change and so do we. 

Monday, July 9, 2012

I stopped and said thank you to my Grandmother

Last summer I visited my grandmother. It was her 86th birthday yet she could not remember that it was. She is suffering a disease that is prevalent in old people, Alzheimer's Disease. She could not remember my mother, my cousins, and sure enough not even me. It has been 4 summers ago since I visited her and I can only visit her during summer vacation. When I greeted her a happy birthday she just smiled and said if I was one of her apo. After the celebration it was time for me to go and after I had prepared my things, I went to my lola and said my good bye and thank you.